Ruins of a Love

I can remember..
Those old days..
Feels me as gold..
Still..,
I can feel..
The warmth of that love...
Yes,
The obstacles..
We had many of them..
Kept us far away
As they can
That doesn't mean..
We haven't had solutions...
But,
I don't know why..
I feel that...
You have been left me..
Even more..
It isn't the sadness..
It's more than that..
The pain,
Just like
Nailing my thick heart walls...
In my dreams..
What you trying to say..?
Counts of weeks,
Months
And even years..
Didn't say anything..